oh my god

Oh my god I totally forgot about this blog

Should I post stuff from where I left off or should I just move on and write about present happenings I WILL NEVER KNOW

Nobody reads this anyway so I guess I will make a few short entires about this year's holidays, as well as the trip to India (which was almost a year ago but shhhh) just so I can have everything in one place or whatever

(I should be focusing on schoolwork rn but I'm too lazy for that)

xx, bye

airport

It's 6:50am and we've been sitting here since like 4am... I'm not that tired though, which is kind of surprising, but I'm not complaining ,3,
The airport itself is pretty decent, I don't think I have anything else to say about it.

Also, this really helps to keep me distarcted:

I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS BUT I DON'T WANT TO FINISH THE BOOK YET WHAT DO I DO

I need help.

xoxo

cold

We are in the middle of nowhere.

It is 2:50am.

It is cold.

I want to sleep.

Kthxbye 

and it begins

I'm standing in front of a bus right now, we are setting off in like five minutes.
WREEEEEOOOOOOWEEEEEEEOOOOO
I'm going crayzay, duuude.

We are actually already inside now, teehee.

WARSAW, WE ARE COMING
xoxo

work work work

Aghhhh- I can't take it anymore >< I've been reading/writing things for MUN for like past two hours and I feel exhausted. And stressed. And in general, not that well. I think the amount of worry and pressure I'm feeling now is enough for a lifetime. Or two.
Also, I'm having coffee right now, which is (very) unusual for me and I already feel bad for drinking it.
But it's caramel latte, so
Deal with it, organism.

(and it looks really cute)

Now I only have to do a double check if I have everything,  close my suitcase and I'm off to go!
(only we set off at 12pm, but shh)
I have a feeling that it will be a very tiring experience, but oh well.
I'm still excited as never~
xoxo

i'm a mess

I didn't think that I would have such a hard time packing.

Well, shit, guess who was wrong.

Generally my schedule for today looked like this:

-wake up

-feel worried

-do a research on Ebola, children abuse and Somalia 

-worry even more

-try to eat something

-read about the procedures during MUN

-start packing

-realise that you will have to make a speech in front of a whole bunch of people

-get scared as fuck 

-lie down 

-try not to cry

-cry a lot

Yeah.

I may seem to be overreacting (and I probably am) but this is really scary. Like, I literally burst into tears once. But I'm okay now, I think.

Because the most important part is that

I'M GOING TO INDIA HOLY SHIT

I AM GOING TO SEE MUMBAI AND THE PAVAGADH TEMPLE AND VADODARA AND-

Seriously, I'm so hyped about it, I can't even

Anyways, I'm like halfway packed, have a look:

Woohoo.

I'm also constantly struggling to keep calm bc

Public speeches

Ugh

I hope I won't say anything dumb, gosh ;-;

Also, this is really cool:

(well hello there, Mr President .3.)

Actually, I think that's all for now, huh. See you soon!

xoxo

beginnings

First of all, I decided that this blog will be in English since I'm an IB student and blah blah blah.
(sorry for the inconvenience)
Secondly, please don't treat it too seriously, it's mainly a place where I can save my thoughts and experiences, so.
No judging please.
And the last thing, I guess, have fun visiting this blog and I hope that you will learn something new in the meantime.
xoxo