i'm a mess

I didn't think that I would have such a hard time packing.

Well, shit, guess who was wrong.

Generally my schedule for today looked like this:

-wake up

-feel worried

-do a research on Ebola, children abuse and Somalia 

-worry even more

-try to eat something

-read about the procedures during MUN

-start packing

-realise that you will have to make a speech in front of a whole bunch of people

-get scared as fuck 

-lie down 

-try not to cry

-cry a lot

Yeah.

I may seem to be overreacting (and I probably am) but this is really scary. Like, I literally burst into tears once. But I'm okay now, I think.

Because the most important part is that

I'M GOING TO INDIA HOLY SHIT

I AM GOING TO SEE MUMBAI AND THE PAVAGADH TEMPLE AND VADODARA AND-

Seriously, I'm so hyped about it, I can't even

Anyways, I'm like halfway packed, have a look:

Woohoo.

I'm also constantly struggling to keep calm bc

Public speeches

Ugh

I hope I won't say anything dumb, gosh ;-;

Also, this is really cool:

(well hello there, Mr President .3.)

Actually, I think that's all for now, huh. See you soon!

xoxo